Nicole be Thinking...

1. YOUR REAL NAME: Nicole 2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, favorite cookie) Chocolate Chocolate Chip 3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three of last name) N-Wil 4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME:(fav color and fav animal): Purple Panther 5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, town where you were born in) Marie Oakland 6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's maiden name): Wil-Na-Far 7. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink ): Silver Limeade 8. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 1st letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name) ilmatde (lmao) 9. STRIPPER NAME: (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne): hmmm.... ? 10.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name...

is somebody nice. somebody who's not trying to fuck me... and i mean more than just sexually. someone's who's not trying to make a fool out of me, or trying to make me jump through hoops. i need somebody who's not constantly testing me for no reason. someone who isn't trying to control me. someone who doesn't think he's smarter than me. someone who doesn't want to use me. someone who isn't out to take away my pride. someone who likes who i already am. someone who respects me. someone who appreciates and knows that people grow up and change and that you can't compare someone to who they were at 16 or 18 to who they are now. someone who doesn't hold grudges. someone who doesn't play mind games. someone who cares about me. someone who doesn't want to hurt me. someone who calls just to talk to me. someone who comes around even if i'm not going to give them something. someone who takes me out even if i'm not going to pay or leave a...

does going to an all girls school make you a lesbian? stop laughing... i know it doesn't... but WHO in their right, male-loving mind would wanna be surrounded by girls ALL the time? unless... you go to spelman with morehouse RIGHT there... but... otherwise, why? same goes for all boys schools... WHY? i don't get it. i don't understand what they're for. i mean... any purpose they served in the beginning has to be outdated. our society is no longer full of closet freaks... boys and girls mix... and you know... girls and girls, and boys and boys mix too... but it's like... lesbians at an all girls catholic school? isn't that against the rules? grr... if i seem a little slow it's because i am. today is my off day for another 7 days i think... all week i've been kinda miserable, uncoordinated, just plain sluggish. i had this terrible kinda insomnia that wouldn't let me go to sleep before 2 if then, but my body would wake up at 6. i mean... i wouldn't ...

i'm thinking of one right now. and that's all i can think of. she's a stupid ass female and i don't like them so i don't like her. stupid ass bitch.

wooooooooooooow........... i haven't been here in a while... i've been here in nashville since august 15th... i'm not entirely happy, but i'm content. i'm ok with being here and doing what i'm doing for right now... i work at godiva chocolates and williams-sonoma. i love the godiva job. williams-sonoma, not so much but i love the store and the discount so i will stay until the holidays are over. nothing is really different here. i mean... i said it wouldn't be... and it's not. except that tricey's a mother now. lauren's pregnant and triflin'. ansley's m.i.a. but who cares. sasha's in memphis, on her way back here. so yeah... everything is like it was. greg is greg. and we have done nothing. but our chemistry..... it's there. it always will be. he runs from it but it's not going anywhere. i think he thinks that because i said i WOULD have sex with him again that i WANT to have sex with him again, which isn't true. but his e...

this one's long. and it ain't all coherent. don't read it if you're looking for a well-thought something something. ok. thanks! ok... so... it seems like everybody i went to high school with has a baby now. that's "the statistic." when i was in high school there was a large number of teenage mothers roaming our halls. how did this make me feel? not a damn thing. basically... in high school... if i wasn't involved, i wasn't worried. i mean... i feel the same way now... but every time i turn around SOMEbody has a baby... now.... i know circumstances and people are different, but the overwhelmning majority of these babies were not planned. the overwhelming majority of these mothers aren't with the father of their baby/ies. a lot of these girls don't know who the father is. a lot of these girls are dropping out of school, having a baby every year. my best friend has a baby and that shook me... but she's with her son's father and they...