Nicole be Thinking...

ok... my readers have been saying that my blogs have been too depressing, angry, sad, whatever. I would like to point out that I do have some happy blogs. I mean... my whole blog about shooting stars, ice cream, and boys with tigger tattoos was quite happy... anywho... I just wanted yall to know that I'm not depressed and those of you who read my stuff randomly, please realize that I'm not angry all the time... even when I am it goes away pretty quicky. now... I'm far from "chipper" I may be cranky for days but I don't walk around angry. alright. that is all.

I passed by an old "friend" on my way to class. we're not friends now by association: one of her other friends doesn't like me so she doesn't like me. ain't that some shit? well... I don't too much care about any of them. I'm polite so I nodded to her. she gave me one of those "I'm better than you" looks and moved on. fuck her. this is not high school. I hate girls. its college week on "who wants to be a millionaire" and every one of them is leaving with only $1000. what does that say about college students today? they need to let me on that junk. I need some quick and easy money. so basically, I fell in love this weekend (I forgot to mention that...) he doesn't know I love him and our contact was super minimal. basically I saw him on muni and was like damn I've seen him before. long story short he used to be one of my facebook friends but I deleted him because I don't know him, you know... so... this sidekick ki...